1341: Hidden?

It is 9:52pm.

I feel hidden in the social media world. It is extremely difficult sometimes, feeling as though I am pouring my heart and soul into projects that may never catch the right wave on these frequencies Facebook creates. Like I don't have any clue if people actually see my work, or if they are just ignoring me half the time lol.

I do know that you can boost posts on business pages, but I am still blocked from my business page for some reason, and I really would rather find an organic following if possible.

Anyways, that is my current frustration I guess...and the fact that I am so close to being done packing, but it still feels so far away lol.

I am so ready for this journey ahead. Today I found out that Albuquerque has little to none mosquitos. It made my heart sore a bit.

I can do this. I can do this. I am doing this. This is happening.

Anyways, if you want to see my latest heart and soul "work" you can read my latest art blog here: https://www.kellyairhart.com/blogs/news/insecurity-in-bloom?fbclid=IwAR0HGmOxDuWpLCXDFPbtqdh2wcoXt1tZoaJTRkgG4SunuOwn-0l3NcOLWos

Thank you always for your love and support.

Sending you all lots of love. Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.

Thank you.

Oh sweet sweet boy.

Send us love and guidance.

I love and miss you so so much.

Always.

<3

1340: Mother's Day

It is 10:00pm.

To the four beautiful boys who make me a momma, thank you.

To my momma who loves me no matter what, thank you.

Happy mother's day to all you mommas out there.

Big hugs to any of you sharing today with grief....I am so sorry. You are not alone. I have been on edge all day, just trying not to fall apart. I miss Elijah so much--especially on days like these.

I got a lot done today. I packed up almost 1/2 the bus and did a blog for my art webpage: https://www.kellyairhart.com/blogs/news/trust-yourself

But now, I need to go pack a bag for Levi. He has to go to work in Shreveport tomorrow. I wish we could go too, but Gabe has a dentist appointment Tuesday morning-- so we will just stay here and work on packing and cleaning. Blah.

Sending you all so much love.

Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.

Thank you

I just miss you so much.

Always.

<3 

1339: Packing

It is 10:34pm.

Today I spent the majority of the day packing for our move and moving things around in and out of storage rooms at my dad's house. I didn't get to my art stuff, but I did get books in Elijah's library and made Tacos for the boys. It's been a busy day...

I am excited for our move, but I feel so far behind on where I want to be with booking my retreat and with my art webpage.

This week is going to be busy too. But I will be spending some time at my mom's while Levi and the kids are at his grandmother's, so I will have some time to play catch up before I head to Austin next weekend to do a photography gig. Send lots of love.

Hope you guys are doing well and following your dreams. I'm sorry I haven't been super inspirational lately. But please know I am always here for all of you.

Sending love for Mother's Day tomorrow. Sending extra love to any of you having to face this day without you child(ren) or mother. You are so loved. Big big hugs.

Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.

Thank you.

I love you I love you I love you I love you.

I am so proud to be your mom.

Always.

<3 

1337: The Bus

It is 3:32pm.

I am literally waiting for paint to dry, and I have a list of other things to do.... but I thought I would sit in the quiet while I could and blog. Levi is at the gym and the kids will be back a little later today. I got a new book yesterday that is a guided art journey. I am really excited to dive in. I'm going to blog about my experience on my art webpage: www.kellyairhart.com

I have fallen behind on Gabe's adventures in the middle of all the chaos, so I am hoping to get back into those this week. But I also need to start packing and cleaning out the bus. There is lots to be done.

I'm going to miss my bus. I wish I would have taken her on adventures and moved her into a lot of her own, but she has been gracious to me, and provided a roof over my family's heads. She has been so good to us. I am so thankful that I decided to buy her and make her home. I loved sharing this space with no walls, being close to my kids for all the little moments that matter throughout the day.  I loved being something different. I loved that even just a tiny part of my dream came true. And I love that my kids might someday learn that it is not what you live in, but how you live that matters. A few people have felt sorry for me or my children about living in here, but they have no idea how wrong they are. I will truly miss this experience, but I know that it is time to move forward. Not because I have to leave the bus, but because there are new opportunities and a world out there waiting for me to take action and grow.

Sending you all lots of love.

Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.

Thank you.

I love you I love you I love you

and then I love you some more.

You are my sweet baby.

Always.

<3

1336: Tomorrow

It is 11:10pm

Today has been a busy but beautiful day. I baked some cookies for a repeat customer, I painted with some sweet little ones and their mommas, I pained Elijah's Little library some more and I even finished my first "set" of paintings.

Tomorrow is our court date for the dog attack. We are just witnesses, but it is still pretty nerve wrecking, so please send lots of love and prayers. I'll be happy when this is all over. I'm sure we all will be.

Sending you all lots of love.

Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.

Thank you.

sweet sweet Elijah.

Send us some love.

 I miss you so so much.

I love you more.

Always.

<3 

1335: Good People

It i 1:27am.

The kids are with Levi's mom, and I have been trying to work on some stuff that fell into my lap last minute. I don't have a lot to say tonight, other than most people are pretty amazing. I am thankful for the good people in the world.

Sending you all lots of love.

Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.

Thank you

You are so beautiful.

I love and miss you so much.

Always.

<3

1334: Official Notice

It is 10:54pm.

Well it is now "Facebook Official," so I guess I'll blog about it. We have a place to live, Levi will start training June 3rd at Jackson Wink and today I was approved as an Air Bnb host for meditative hikes. I also have a few other things lined up, but I am mostly hoping to break into the art scene in New Mexico, which means I really really need to focus on my art.

But for now, I need sleep. I am exhausted!

Sending you guys all lots of love.

Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.

Thank you

I love you I love you I love you

Always.

<3