I stepped outside my hotel room to get better signal and I can hear fireworks in the distance.
The eye of orlando is lit up in a beautiful purple light and the clouds around it are reflecting the soft glow.
There is one single star in the sky that I can see...and it may be a satellite.
I have been in a bad mood today.
Anger from grief maybe?
I dont know.
I just know it hit hard this morning and hasn't really left my side.
I am trying my best to stay sane, but maybe today is just not the day for it.
I didn't finish my etsy shop like I wanted to, but I did get one item loaded...and I guess tomorrow I will get at least one more thing on there.
I also want to run an ad in the paper about the patty-cake athon, but I am nervous because it costs lots of money, and people don't always read the paper and I don't want to lose money that can help me open the art therapy room and support center.
And I didn't meet my goal today....which is fine. I know I have already asked so much of people and a lot of people I know are going through their own stuff...so I am not worried too much about that.
Tomorrow I want to find time to print out letters to send to obgyn's and different businesses in the area...maybe that will help too...idk.
I just have to keep trying.
Oh my boogie.
I miss you so much.
I love you I love you I love you.
I need you to shine down on me.
Please.
<3
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