Wednesday, April 20, 2016

i love you more....

It is 5:59pm.

Today has been a bad day.

Not a bad grief day...just a crappy string of events day.

Oddly enough I have felt pretty connected to Elijah today and think that maybe the only thing keeping my sanity in tact right now.

Anyways...it is over and I am just trying to make the best of what is left of the day...because I have a lot of things that need to be done...

I got my couch into my studio today and I put up some wall clings I found in storage too.

Little things are making it come together, but I still have a long way to go....and I still need a ton of items and shelves....

We will get there.

The kids want to go swimming so I am going to take them to the pool.

And then I have a few etsy orders to fill, a Love, Elijah blog I need to write and I need to work on my webpage and summer camp stuff.

Just keep praying. Pray for The Love, Elijah Project. Pray for me. Pray for my family. And always Pray for my Elijah.




I miss you Elijah. Everyday. There is this song and it is supposed to be about God and how he is always with us, but when I hear it I can't help think about you. I like to believe you are all around me and that you still share love with me everyday.
Even though we can't physically see or touch each other... Sometimes it eases the pain...sometimes it doesn't. But always know that I love you more...






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