I am blogging tonight while sitting on my kitchen counter top on my phone. So if my typing skills aren't what they usually are, you will have to excuse me because my fingers are quite clubby and this phone is so tiny!
Don't get me wrong though, I love my phone and am so happy to have it right now!
This whole day has been a fog. I think it is because I decided to wear matching socks. (I never wear matching socks).
And tonight my son Julien accidentally spilled some wate on my laptop, so I have it turned off and left upside down to dry so that hopefully it will still work in a couple of days when I try to turn it back on.
But anyways, back to the foggy day.
It is so bizzar to me how I can feel great one day and then boom, my anxiety hits me so hard the next.
Today I had to fight hard to keep myself in a good enough mood to function. And it wasn't because I had a specific reason to be upset, I just was.
So I even googled ways to make yourself feel better before just deciding to take a nap.
But it wasn't until 1/2 way through Zumba when the fog decided to lift and I just found myself feeling good again...
I don't know... I thought I would share this with you incase you suffer from anxiety so that you know that even when you are practicing positivity, anxiety can still affect you... and that is totally not your fault at all.
And for those who are blessed to not have this struggle, I don't share it with you to gain pity. I am actually not a fan of pity. I am talk about it so you have a better understanding of what it feels like so you can be more empathetic if someone else you know or love suffers from it.
We all have bad days, and you can pull through the fog... but for some of us, we just have to work a little harder at it.
Okay, third day of the compliment challenge was a little hard because I honestly didn't feel like talking to too many people today lol.
But after my fog lifted and I felt better tonight, I decided to compliment bomb some of my friends on Facebook to make up for the whole day... so I say it was successful after all. Lol.
I hope you guys had a wonderful and unfoggy day and gave lots of good compliments! Watch out for those matching socks... they will get you!!!
Lots of love! Goodnight!
Please pray for my computer. Pray for our world. Pray for our country. Pray for my family. Pray for me. Pray for you! And always always pray for my sweet Elijah.
Thank you!!!!
Hi Hi Elijah. Send your momma some love.
It has been a hard day,. But I got through it!
I love you so much and am so proud to be your mom.
Always.
Miss you my boogie.
❤️
No comments:
Post a Comment