560: Explaining

it is 10:14pm.

My phone battery is at 13%.

Today has been another bittersweet day of seeing family I love and honoring a beautiful lady we miss so much.

My emotions are all over the place.

I'm keeping this blog short because this phone is really hard to blog on and I am sorroundes by lots of little people that I am so happy to see. (My kiddos and nephew and nieces.)

Good night guys. Love you all 😘

Please keep praying for our world. Pray for our country. Pray for my family. Pray for me. Pray for you! And always always pray for my sweet Elijah.

Thank you.

Today a lady was asking me and your Aunt Amber which one of us was pregnant 

the last time she saw us.

Answering that it was me was like a kick to the gut.

Yes, it all happened.

It was real.

But here we are now,

having to explain that we had a child and he is no longer here.

It is hard.

So hard.

I would love to show off the baby I still have,

Instead of having to explain about the baby I once had :(

I miss you so much.

Love you always.

<3