Tuesday, April 11, 2017

578: Sudden

It is 10:06pm.

The kids won tonight.

After the last few days of rage and anxiety-- and after all of today's gloomy rain-- I gave in.

They are having a night of electronic fun and staying up late, while I am doing my research and still trying to figure out why my internet upload speed is sooooo slow.

I don't know if it is a problem with the router or the internet company, and no one else seems to know either.

But I will figure it all out somehow...I'm not going to let it stop me.

I am kind of feel like I might be getting sick though, so I am going to cut this blog short and get some rest.

Gabriel just curled up next to me ready for sleep anyways.

Good night you guys. Keep bringing positive change to the world. Love you all.

Please keep praying for our world. Pray for our country. Pray for my family. Pray for me. Pray for you! And always always pray for my sweet Elijah.

Thank you so much.

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Oh how I wish I would have taken more pictures of us together.
How I wish I would have spent more time with you....
if I only had known you had to leave.
It all happened so sudden.
And here I am still trying to explain to my heart that it is all real.
I love and miss you so much Elijah.
Shine down on me my boogie.
I need you. 



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