601: Sleeeeeepy

It is 8:29pm.

I am happy to report that when I got home this morning, my kids and dad had survived the night together. Yay!

Levi and I also had a good night.

I am thankful.

The boys are up right now because we just got back from bringing Alex home from Boyscouts. They are watching animal rescue videos on YouTube.

Today I made 42 candles. Well, I started them. Tomorrow I am going to be cutting wicks and cleaning up jars. I am also going to try and decorate them a little with either ribbon or these cute little button bird charms I have.

I am a little nervous because some of the scents aren't strong but they are pretty colors and I think if I "advertise" that they are light scents maybe it will be okay.

I was also just reminded by Levi that I am probably worrying over nothing, and that worrying really doesn't change anything and to just stay positive.

I think I am just anxious because I am super tired. Anxiety and exhaustion aren't the best mix for a healthy happy outlook lol.

I also bought a stencil and some new paints for my school bus angels. I think I have a new idea and I hope it is super cute.

I wish I could share pictures with all of you guys lol, but no phone (whomp whomp).

Alright, enough random rambles. It is time for me to get to bed.

I love you all. Hope you are having a great night!

Please keep praying for our world. Pray for our country. Pray for my family. Pray for me. Pray for you! And always always pray for my sweet Elijah.

Thank you.

I just want to make you proud.

And sometimes I feel like I am so far from it.

I always feel like I am 'on the edge' of something wonderful

and I just want it to happen.

One day we will get on our feet

and we will change the world for you.

Until then, just know that I am trying.

I love you so much Elijah.

Always.

<3