Today I rewrote some more of my book, and I made one illustration.
There was a lot of napping today. I needed rest. My body was tired and still a bit overwhelmed. This is something I really need to work on--the feeling of being overwhelmed.
And then there are times where out of nowhere, it just hits me--and I miss him.
Aghh life, so beautiful and strange. Grief can find feelings of hopelessness even in your greatest moments of hopefulness. Even if you are trying your best to stay positive.
I just want peace.
To remember him, and to live in peace.
Sending you all lots of love tonight--and always. Hopefully tomorrow I will get the answers I need for my book. And then I will try and complete 4 or 5 illustrations a day until I have finished my book. But the work doesn't stop there. Honestly, that is where the hard work begins. I am praying for help and guidance. Let this book reach the right people in the right places and touch many hearts--all for Elijah.
Keep praying for our world. Pray for our earth. Pray for our families. Pray for our children. Pray for each other. Pray for peace. Pray for love. Pray for hope. Pray for you. Pray for me! And always always pray for my sweet sweet Elijah.
Thank you.
I miss you so much my boogie.
I will make you proud.
I love you I love you I love you
Always.
<3
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