I just finished folding a load of laundry. I spent all day cleaning and rearranging the bus. It was much needed. My desk is still a mess, but Alex is cleaning out an old file cabinet tomorrow-so no worries. Once it is cleaned and painted, I will have another place to put all my "stuff."
Today I signed Julien and Gabe up for summer day camp. I am really excited for them, even though they have been extremely difficult today. I think maybe a break from each other is long overdue. I feel tremendously guilty for saying that, but we have been getting on each other's nerves a bit much lately. Plus I know they miss all the fun stuff I used to do with them in Florida, and all the traveling. Life has been kind of dull lately and I think this might be the fun they need this summer.
This will also give me lots of free quiet time to work on Elijah Smiles and some other personal projects of mine--or just give me time to decompress. It honestly takes a huge load off my shoulders. I have felt soo bad lately about not being able to be their everything. This just proves to me that I don't need to be their everything to still love them and make them happy and healthy kids.
Before their big camp adventures, we are going to spend time with my mom for Elijah's birthday, see some family that is coming to visit, and probably go see granny a little while too. Now, if we can just make it through the next week and 1/2. Lol. Wish me luck. I really need it ;)
Also, send love because the pain in my arm is coming back and I really don't want to have to get back on medication. Maybe a chiropractor can help. I will try to book an appointment for next Wednesday when I bring Gabe to shreveport for his appointment. Anyways---send love, healing, and prayers please and thank you.
Sending you all lots of love. Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.
Thank you.
Oh sweet boy.
Your birthday is coming up so fast.
What would you want?
What kind of cake would be your favorite?
Will you shine down us on your birthday this year?
We love and miss you so much.
Always.
<3
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