The kids are still away at Levi’s mom’s house and Levi and I are at granny’s.
It is really quiet and I’m not sure how I feel about it.
I know I was excited to have a break with summer camp, but honestly if I miss them this much with them being gone right now that summer camp is starting to scare me...
Ok well it didn’t just start to scare me, the other day when I was helping Gabriel wash his hands in the bathroom I started to freak out wonder if he was ready for this, so I asked him and he said yes. I of course cried my eyes out.
I know I have to let them grow. I know some of that has to be done without me. But I also know I should have just one more that should be at home with me still being “little.”
I just love lol of them so much... sometimes it overwhelms me.
I Guess I just have to make the best of the time I do have with them because it all seems to be going so fast.
Sending you all lots of love.
Go change the world. Do it for Elijah
Thank you
I miss you sweet boy
I love you more
ALways
🌻

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