Friday, July 6, 2018

1029: Old

it is 10:43pm

Poison ivy has struck again. I haven’t been to the doctor this time. I’m thinking about going to the ER tomorrow, because it is getting out of hand.

Today we celebrated Gabe’s birthday with cake, a piñata and water balloons. He was extremely pleased.

I am having a hard time with having to bring Levi back to Shreveport in just another day or so. Like I have been over emotional all day Living like this is getting old. I miss him so much. I miss us living as a family. Something has to change for me. I have to find a way to bring in clients and book my retreat. So when I bring him hack to Shreveport I have to up my game. Not sure how exactly but I have to make it work.

For now, I need to go take some more medicine and try and get some sleep.

Sending you all lots of love. Feel free to send some back.


Oh sweet boy.
My heart is all over the place.
I don’t know what to do anymore.
Send me some love.
I love and miss you so much.
Always
🌻



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