Today (well I guess yesterday now) was a good day.
We went to Levi’s moms and went swimming at the lake...okay I didn’t swim. I sat and read my book lol, but everyone else swam and we all had a good time.
Tomorrow we return Levi to Shreveport to work and the boys and I will go home for a little while. I’m not looking forward to it. Levi’s car is on the verge of dying and he might be getting a bicycle but I’m afraid between working outside, riding a bike in the 100 degree weather and then training at the gym, he is going to end up back in the hospital. I know that is not optimistic at all lol, but I really am ready for us to all just be together as a family again.
I was reading something today about how sometimes when you are in the wrong place, everything can start to fall apart around you as a sign to move on. I’m starting to wonder if all this madness is a sign to move on...I just have no idea to where. Lol. Somewhere, I hope, where we can all live together, make money and be able to pursue our dreams TOGETHER.
I know the answer will come when it comes. I will just have to practice patience in the meantime.
We’ve survived much worse. We can get through this. Still, I’m not looking forward to not seeing Levi for another 2 weeks.
Alright, we have to get up early tomorrow. I should probably get some red. Sending you all lots of love. Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.
Thank you
All I can think when I see this picture
Is how much I want to hold you like this again.
I love and miss you Elijah.
Always
🌻
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