It is a really odd thing to me, to have so much potential in so many different things and just be expected to only choose one. I have been told time and time again that I don't stick to anything long enough....which is totally true. But I don't feel like it is a totally bad thing in a creative sense. Sometimes stepping away from things and coming back to them brings new light to the idea.
But I do need to make a list of the things that I want to come back to and start revisiting them. I don't know, lists and paperwork kind of scare me. Maybe that is why I never get anything done lol.
I have no idea why I have such a hard time on following through with anything. But there are some things I need to work on and see through. I am still trying to figure out what makes me shut down so quickly.
I have a lot to heal. I have a lot of growing left to do. I can do this...
I can do this.
Alright, time to get some sleep. I have to wake up early tomorrow to finish doing laundry and pack and I have a house to clean.
Sending you guys all lots of love.
Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.
Thank you
Look at the wonder in your eyes.
God I love and miss you so much Elijah.
Always.
<3
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