I am going to do something tonight that I haven't done in a while, go to bed before midnight lol. And probably because I am so exhausted I can barely type this sentence without closing my eye lids.
Not a long blog, but tonight I was looking at a post from a friend of mine who is currently traveling across the country on a motorcycle, and writing a book about acts of kindness he is doing along the way, and I can't say that I'm not envious.
Sure, I've done it before...just not on motorcycle, but it's been a while since it's happened, and I have been here sitting so long I just feel stuck.
So how do I get unstuck? How do I get back to that inspiring girl who drug her family across country to do acts of kindness and write a book again--but you know this time, get people to actually notice me?
How do I get out of this yard and back to my life?
Today I decided we could turn the bus into an Air B&B to make some money, but like anything else, that takes time and money. I guess maybe I have spent too long on trying to find the easy way out.
This does not mean I've given up on life coaching or retreats, it's actually quite the opposite. I would be a lot more marketable as a life coach if I was much more daring with my life and had the confidence to follow my dreams and aspirations.
Maybe it is time to plan another cross country trip, and this time for Elijah. I can talk about overcoming grief and spreading kindness. And maybe, I could get published, or at least get enough media attention to get people to want to buy my self published book lol.
Alright, time for some sleep. I'm not going to get anything done without enough sleep. Believe me, I know, I've been trying all week.
Sending you guys all lots of love.
Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.
Thank you.
Oh sweet boy.
I would love to do a big trip to honor you
and to spread your name with kindness.
I love and miss you so much.
Always.
<3
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