Tuesday, September 25, 2018

1111: You Are Getting Very Sleepy....

It is 12:24am.

Holy Moly. I am wide awake when I should be sleeping. Must have been that power nap I had this afternoon...or all the exciting things that happened today :)

First, I had a scary doctor's visit that turned out to be not so scary. I have been having pain in my left breast for a few days. I've never had this before and just to be on the safe side I went to have it checked out. The doctor did an examination and found nothing to worry about. So we are monitoring it and if it doesn't go away, then I will have to go back...but it seems to be getting better so I feel okay about it. Reassurance is always nice when you are worried about something medical. I can't imagine going to the doctor and getting the news that you are not okay :( My heart goes out to all of you who did not have the same relief I received today. You are in my heart and prayers. I truly do love you all and send you lots of healing love. Oh, I just wish I could reach through the screen and hug you...

After my doctor's visit, the kids had their dentist visit...which I was actually really anxious about. I know I shouldn't be worried about what other people think...and most of the time I don't...but for some reason I pictured the dentist lecturing me and telling me what a horrible mother I am because my kids have cavities. lol. This was not the case at all. ALL the staff was amazing and took excellent care of the boys. They had patience with them and the dentist was super duper nice. It was a huge relief and this will help when the boys have to go in and get work done because now they feel like it is a cool place to go :) Yay!

Did I mention today was busy? lol... somewhere in all this, I did take a nap though....

Next, I had a photo session with a very special girl I know who is now a SENIOR in high school. It seems like just yesterday she was one of the teeny tiny flower girls at my wedding. Anyways, she is gorgeous and TOTALLY rocked the session. I can't wait to edit these pictures tomorrow and share them on Facebook <3

Then I had another amazing hypnotherapy session. I am LOVING hypnotherapy. I feel such peace and love when I do these sessions. Seriously, it relaxes me and makes me feel so happy to be helping others. I can't wait to do it more and branch out and learn new scripts for different scenarios. One of the things I am interested in is sports hypnotherapy, especially in MMA fighting. I would think it would be really cool to work with fighters because their sport actually relies a great deal of focused attention. Plus, it would be cool to do this with Levi too when he gets to fight again.

(by the way, don't be fooled by the silly title to my blog..hypnosis does not make you go to sleep--unless that is what you want it to do--you are actually awake and conscious during the whole process. Just thought I should clear that up lol...okay read on)

And of course, I did get to squeeze in some time with Levi and the kids... not nearly enough, but I decided not to paint today, because lately I have let myself be so consumed by projects that I am not spending enough time with family. I have to find balance. Balance is the key to success.

Okay, now I am feeling tired lol....and a little loopy.

Sending you all so much love.

Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.

Thank you



Oh my gosh Elijah.
You are so beautiful in this picture.
I just want to reach through this screen and hold you.
I want to kiss those sweet toes and see you smile.
I love and miss you so so much.
Always.
<3 


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