Tonight I lit a candle for Elijah as part of The Compassionate Friend worldwide candle lighting.
Tonight I also sang to Elijah for the first time since he has passed away.
I sang Silent Night to him because I imagine that would be something I would be singing it to him this time of year of we were alive and here with me.
I was going to upload a video I took of it, but my phone is being a jerk and it won't let me.
I wish you could see how the flame danced. It was really beautiful...
But not as beautiful as it was to hold Elijah and sing to him when he was still alive.
Oh how I miss him.
Elijah, I also sang you a couple of my other favorite songs, "Lavender Blue," and "No One Like You."
I remember holding you on my chest and patting your little booty and singing to you.
I never got aggravated with you. I was always so scared of not having enough time with you. And now, I don't have any time. I miss you so so much.
I love you my boogie.
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