Monday, December 7, 2015

Today's Stress for Tomorrow's Decisions

It is 8:15pm.

I had another early morning at work and am exhausted.

I wanted to stay up late tonight and finish reading my book.

I also wanted to blog for Love, Elijah.

I don't think I have the energy now.

Tomorrow morning we find out if our application is approved for our rental condo.

I think the added stress of waiting to find out has added to the weight of my exhaustion.

I need sleep.

Tomorrow I will be going early to see the Love Elijah Holiday Remembrance Tree.

I am hoping that the day goes smoothly and we will be able to start moving stuff Tomorrow.

Just pray please.

Thank you...We could really use a miracle.



Oh sweet sweet Elijah.

I miss you daily.

You are so important to me.

I am working so hard to get somewhere in my journey to changing the world in your name.

I hate days like this where I go to bed feeling like I did so little for you.

I just want you to know I am trying.

I love you my boogie.

We are going to change the world together.

I will find the time.


1 comment:

  1. I've got all of my fingers and toes crossed for your condo application! You're in my thoughts every day. So much love to you and your family.

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