Dream Big.

It is a 11:11pm

Make a wish <3

A lot of planning went into my motivational monday posting today on my Love, Elijah Facebook page.

Believe it or not, it was really hard to think of 20 things that could make someone who lost their child smile.

Not that I don't still smile, I actually smile quite often...I have 3 silly boys and a husband that make me laugh all the time...

But I wanted to find the right kind of smiles. The kind of smiles that touched the heart. I hope I did okay. Sometimes it is really hard to tell...and to be quite honest, unless you put money into your Facebook fan page, or already have a huge following, 1/2 the time I don't think people actually see your posts.

But I got a like or two here and there, so I will count it as worth it.

Today was another long day at work, so I am actually just kind of proud of myself for holding it all together and arranging 20 posts to be scheduled and executed, as well as posting a new love, elijah blog and a periscope.

But now I am exhausted and need sleep.

The kids had a 4 day weekend for MLK and tomorrow they start school again.

Speaking of, Happy Martin Luther King Jr Day.

If I could be even 1/100th of the inspiration that man was (is), then I will feel like I had done something right in this lifetime.

OKay, time for sleep. Dream Big. Today is a great day for it.

Good night.

Oh sweet boy.

I miss you every moment of everyday...

even on the good days.

Sometimes twice as much on the good days...

because the good days would be great days if you were just here with me.

I love and miss you so much.