Friday, January 15, 2016

not much is new...just missing you

It is 10:25pm.

Sometimes I have a lot to say...other times I don't.

The pain is there today...and the tears have flowed.

I heard one of me and Elijah's songs on the radio and have seen sunflowers everywhere so I know he is near...but it doesn't quite fill the void.

I saw fireworks...but I still feel empty.

I just miss him.

As for productivity I did what I could.

I emailed the eye of orlando and asked for them to light up pink and blue October 15th.


I will let you know when I get a response.

I also emailed the city to ask about organizing a walk to remember for 2016.

Again...I will update when I get a chance.

For now, I am going to bed. Tomorrow I start work early and it will probably be a long day.


Sweet boy.

We all love and miss you dearly.

I wish I could change all of this...but I can't.

I love and miss you so so so so so so much 
my boogie.

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