the little things and big things are swallowing me whole...

It is 8:53pm

Dear today,

You disappointed me.

Even though I am grateful to have you, I feel like you could have been better...

Just thought you should know.

Mmm k?

Kelly


I'm not going into it...because it is a waste of breath.

But obviously it was a bad day for me.

I am missing Elijah bad and I found out I couldn't go to Alex's field trip tomorrow and it just killed me.

And then there where just the little things and the big things and it all just got to me.

Blah....

Some good things did happen today.

I started working towards a better website for The Love Elijah Project.

It will feature the blog on the home page...which I have always wanted....but I am having to change hosting companies so I am having to transfer all the information so it could take a while.

Another Angel Gown was made today from my wedding dress.

I love it.

And also one of the Angel moms who I sent a card to sent me a message to let me know she got her card and it lifted her spirits <3

Tomorrow we have to find another hotel room. 

Tomorrow is going to be another hard day.

Please pray for my family and me. And always pray for my Elijah.

Oh my Elijah.

How I miss you so.
Not holding you makes all my other problems seem so trivial...
But not holding you also makes my problems feel that much harder.
Shine down on me boogie.
I need you.

I love you sweet boy--always.