you were perfection

It is 11:22pm.

We are in a new hotel...

It is owned by the same people as the last.

When I was checking in the guy told me that the other hotel was better...

But honestly, other than the internet sucking, this place is about the same to me.

The furniture is obviously cheaper and the artwork is more cheesy, but it is a place to sleep...

I have had so many emotions today...

One year ago I got to see my little Elijah for the first time in an ultrasound...

And now he is gone.

It hurts.

And then having to find another place to live today.. I had a good melt down this morning.

I contacted like 10 churches and there are a few people trying to help...so maybe we will have an answer soon, but it is tiring, especially when already treading in a sea of grief.

But I made it though yet another day...that is my life now ...day by day.

Time for bed.

Just keep praying for us. Pray for Elijah too.

Oh perfection.

That's what you were.

Even in this ultrasound you were adorable.

My heart will never be the same.

I miss you my boogie.

I love you so much.