Friday, January 29, 2016

the fog

It is 11:14pm.

I am sitting here icing my ankle...because what can we add to my crazy life to make it more crazy? An ankle sprain!!! (enter sarcastic yay here)

Anyways....

Today I woke up in a really bad fog...

It is weird how nothing particular triggers it...it just happens...and these foggy moods are hard to shake.

Thank God Levi was there to talk me through it because it was a bad one.

As the day progressed I slowly got "better."

My stress levels are still high because of our housing situation.

We are only at this current place until Sunday and then we will look for another place...hopefully one with better internet...and one that is not across from a super loud miniature golf place too. .

Just keep praying for it all to get better soon.

I have only had one church contact me back...and they said they couldn't help, but they would keep us in their prayers....which the praying is nice I guess...

The other 9 or so haven't responded yet...

There is a lot more space on the floor in this hotel room and today I pictured Elijah crawling around and pulling himself on the chairs... Sadly only to wake up yet again from these wishful daydreams to him still being gone.

I think the most helpful thing for me today was getting to help another angel momma out...

We talked for a while and I told her about The Love Elijah Project and she sounded really excited about it...

Good stuff...

Well...I gotta go...

Have a good night.

Keep us in your prayers...and always pray for my Elijah.


Oh sweet boy. You made everyone you met so happy. Look at those little feet. God I miss you so much.

I love you I love you I love you.

<3


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