I started on a new love Elijah blog tonight. I will get back to it soon, but it may be morning before I post it.
I am just really tired and I want to make sure it makes sense...so I will double check it in the morning and post then.
I feel better today...I'm starting to see the bloating in my stomach go down and I haven't felt nauseous once today. But the chest pains still come and can still be rather painful. And I still feel heaviness in my lower stomach...plus I have cut all caffiene from my diet to help the healing and I am dragging...which has not really helped with the no complaining.
But tomorrow is a new "new day."
The kids have started mma classes...well they have been going now for 2 weeks I guess.
But I am super happy for them.
Gabriel is a mess and is all over the place but Alex and Julien seem to be trying their best and I am proud of them.
I've started working on books again.
It is a challenge...but I Will find ways to keep leaving little tributes to my kids in my books...especially Elijah.
I only make like $2 off every sale so I am not going to be a millionaire anytime soon, but I just love that my words could bring comfort or joy to someone or that they could even inspire kindness!
These are things that keep me busy. These are things that I need right now.
Busy is good.
But I guess rest is also good too.
I guess I should get some soon.
Elijah, did you see Julien's little love note to you?
He loves you so much.
Gabriel talks about you too all the time.
I know Alex misses you, he is always there to tell me he loves me or give me a hug when I need it.
You have the best big brothers.
We miss you little guy...so so much.
<3
I love you my boogie.
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