Slacker

It is 10:23pm.

I just tried to sign Alex and me up for a volunteer opportunity this Sat morning.

I don't have to be to work til 3 so I thought it would be nice for us to do this together....

It would also be a good way for me to spread more kindess in Elijah's memory.

Saturday I am also going to go out to my mailbox.

I am trying to keep the trips to once a week because the p.o. box is on the other side of town and letters haven't been pouring in and I am trying to pinch every penny, and my car drinks gas like I drink Dr. Pepper.

I feel like I have kind of been a slacker lately, but the waves of grief were high this week...

I'll get back in the game soon.

Just keep swimming...right?

Hey sweet boy. I would give anything to kiss those sweet cheeks and hold you close again. I miss you so much. So so so much.

I love you my boogie.

Miss you every moment.

<3