3 MORE DAYS!!!!

It is 9:49pm.

ONLY 3 MORE DAYS UNTIL OUR PATTY CAKE ATHON!!!

WOW!

Alex and I will be sitting and playing patty cake ALL DAY at Lake Eola on Saturday to raise awareness for Pregnancy Loss, Infant Loss and infertility.

Friday I pick up our cards and sign from Staples and other than that, we are keeping it really simple this year...since it is our first year and I am struggling enough with life to plan anything huge...

We will see what happens next year.

Tomorrow at 9am I go to meet with the Land Lady about our (possible) rental place!

I am really excited.

The unit size and price are amazing...the only problem is lack of parking...but we will try our best to work around it. We really just need a place to start with for our first year to show that we have established ourselves--especially since we will be seeking grants soon.

A lot of people have asked me if I have looked into grants, but even the foundations willing to give aren't going to give if you haven't made any efforts---so we are making HUGE efforts...

I will ask you to keep praying though, because as I said, this is still a HUGE Leap of Faith!

Today's fundraising went a lot better than it has in the last few days.

I sold 16 bracelets total today! 15 Have a heart, and 1 Floating Angel. <3

It was a much needed breakthrough.

Plus, I really love putting things in the mail, so there is that too ;)

I also added 2 designs too:

I love them both.

When I get a little more settled and get us moved into our support center, I am going to ask for "angel mom" and "angel dad" volunteers to come out and model our shirts and sit down and also make videos about their stories.

I think this will be a great way to spread awareness about these issues, plus bring some attention to our shop, and hopefully bring in more financial support!

LOTS to think about! LOTS to do! NOWHERE near enough energy lol.

Today was a better day.

Thanks for hanging in there with me yesterday in my weird and sad mood. Every day is truly unique and I am doing the best I can.

Well, I still have a lot more to get done tomorrow....so I better get some sleep.

Thank you for reading. Keep me and my family in your prayers, and always pray for my Elijah!

Hi my little sunflower!

Hi my sweet boy! 

Hi Elijah.

I miss you so bad and wish there was someway we could just visit.

Just to hold you again?

If only it were possible...

but then I would probably never be able to let you go again.

I miss and love you my boogie!

<3