I've noticed my blog has fewer and fewer readers these days...and it has been a while since I have got a Love, Elijah letter...despite all my efforts.
Today was the 6 month anniversary from Elijah's passing and I feel like everyone else is kind of moving forward with their lives and I feel like I haven't gone anywhere.
I am still one sad sad momma who is trying so so hard.
I miss him so much, and am so afraid of evrything I have worked at just slipping away.
And I feel like if it all slips away, I lose him even more.
I guess this means I just have to push harder.
But tonight I am exhausted and heartbroken, so tonight I rest.
Please keep my family and I in your prayers...and always always Pray for my Elijah.
Oh my sweet Elijah,
It has been 6 long months since I held you.
Sometimes it feels like an eternity
Sometimes it feels like yesterday.
It really doesn't matter how long it has been my boogie,
I will always miss you.
I love you so much.
<3
Today's act of kindness in memory of Elijah was to hand our apples to the homeless in Lake Eola Park with Gabriel. (sidenote: a lot of the homeless had teeth problems or were missing teeth, so bananas or other soft foods might be a better idea next time.)
#loveelijah
Stay strong momma. I know you don't feel strong, but you are. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers
ReplyDeleteStay strong momma. I know you don't feel strong, but you are. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers
ReplyDeleteThank you Alissa. Your words and the fact that you took the time to respond mean more than you will ever know!
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