Today was an emotional day-- but I have a feeling that tomorrow may be far worst.
Tomorrow marks 6 months since the day I last held my Elijah.
Please keep me and my family in your thoughts and prayers, because I can already feel anxiety and heartbreak settling in.
Today was just hard because once again, we had stayed the maximum amount we are allowed to stay at a hotel and had to find another place to stay...
Instability sucks and now that it is spring break and tourist season again, the prices for hotel stays are back to ridiculous.
I am continously working on my credit but now I have to start working on my income again...which is hard to do when I can barely function from day to day....but I am trying my best and honestly right now that is a miracle in itself.
Just keep sending us those positive thoughts and prayers as it can all be a little overwhelming at times....and always Pray for my Elijah.
(Oh! By the way, aside from a few little breaks here and there, you would be very surprised at how little I complained to today....)
Today's act of kindness in memory of Elijah was to spread some inspiration on a few of my Facebook friends' walls. I know I'm not the only one out there who could use some words of encouragement. Hope it helped.
Oh sweet boy.
How does the earth keep spinning?
How do we keep on living?
How does time continue?
I just miss you in ways unexplainable.
I love you in ways unmeasurable.
You are my boogie...always.
<3
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