Monday, March 21, 2016

it is too quiet...

It is 10:58pm.

I'm pretty sure I counted wrong on my 40 days of no complaining...but with a few days left until Easter I am still trying my best not to...

Today was a fantastic day for fundraising! I set a $10 goal and ended up raising $40.

I am so very thankful for each of you who have supported this project. I do plan on sending each of you a personalized thank you once I have wrapped up the fundraiser.

Today I also started Making little button bracelets to sell at green market this summer to help fundraise too. I think I got about 25 bracelets made.



I have been working hard and keeping busy has helped keep me from going crazy.

The boys are staying with Levi's mom tonight and it is so quiet...and in the quiet is when Elijah's absence seems to be most noticeable.

I just miss him so much.

Nothing will ever change how much I miss that sweet baby.


Oh Elijah,
It is so quiet and so lonely without you here.
Your dad and I have both cried several times today for you.
Nothing will ever make us miss you less.
Just know I am trying so hard.
We are going to change the world buddy.
I haven't forgot my promise.
<3



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