Today I set a goal to raise $25 more for our art therapy room, and I reached $15. Not bad. Actually I am extremely thankful that everyday since I have started, we have had something donated...it is amazing. Thank you so much for all your support.
We are steadily getting there.
But somehow I accidentally deleted my original posting of my patty cake for Elijah posting and I am so upset with myself.
I was just trying to add more information and then when it finished updating it looked like I had posted it multiple times, so I went to delete the multiple posting and I ended up deleting the original :(
Plus...it is really hard to get people to accept challenges.
I am trying really hard to stay positive and not get discouraged, but today...I am a little discouraged.
It is hard to explain...
I see countless mothers who have lost their children talk about how hard it is for them to speak about their loss and I just want so bad for them to know it is always ok to talk about it...and there is someone out there that cares.
I am putting my heart and soul into my efforts and doing what I can.. Sometimes I just wish I could do more.
Plus, anything I do in Elijah's memory is pretty much the only connection I have left with him until I join him in heaven some day.
It is just so important.
So I posted it again...and I will just have to see what happens.
I just have to keep trying.
That is all I can do.
I got you a balloon today to send off for Easter, since we are celebrating early. But when I stepped outside the wind caught it and it flew away. So I bought another. I also got you a book. I know I need to read to you. I am trying so hard. I miss you so much and would give ANYTHING just to hold you and kiss those sweet cheeks again. I love you my boogie. 🌻
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