Today was another busy day and I am really sleepy.
I did pretty good in the complaints department, but I was upset with the guy who books rooms at the library. He was not at all helpful when I asked to reserve a room to try and start my support group, so I may have complained a little about that..
But on the flipside, we got to the library just in time for Gabriel to do storytime and have snacks, so it wasn't a wasted trip I guess...I just need to figure out somewhere else to meet for support groups...
Anyways after the library we went to the playground and after the playground we took a short nap, picked up the other boys and went to mma and somehow Gabriel and I are still awake...he more so than me.
I have missed Elijah today, especially during the story time hour, but he has found several ways of showering me with his love and letting me know he is near.
Still not the same though...I just wish he was here.
I scheduled an appointment with an acupuncturist for Thursday and am hoping it helps with anxiety, tension and my stomach and chest pains...
Just keep praying.
Tomorrow we have to find another place to go....again. So anxiety will be high.
Pray for me. Pray for my family. And always Pray for Elijah.
Oh sweet boy how I long to hold you.
I miss you so so much.
Look at how sweet and beautiful you are.
I miss you more everyday.
I love you my boogie.
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I love how he shows himself.. I've noticed something too but not quiet sure.. But whenever it wherever I see a Sunflower 🌻 I think of elijah and it makes me smile.. He's helping me to.. You have helped me whilst am in the darkness. Your whole families acts of kindness make me thankful for the next day, stay strong and keep up what your doin.. Hope u find some peace with your anxiety soon..I've been a suffer PTSD and OCD. Everything is powerful and overwhelming.. You inspire me.. All your boys will be very proud that your their momma.. Godblessyou all.. I hope elijah found my Lil one and they look down on us thinking about them.. 🌻💙 xx
ReplyDeleteThank you for your kind words! I am glad my Elijah can send you some smiles, he is such a blessing. I am sure that he and your little one have found each other...sending lots of love and strength your way!!! 🌻💌❤
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