It is 9:35pm
Hard days come and go...and then there is the day after.
Welcome to my day after...
I am bathtub blogging.
I just finished a Dr. Pepper and know that I am going to regret it soon, but I wanted to be able to stay up tonight and get etsy orders out and finish making my list of businesses to send letters to asking for donations.
Then tomorrow I can print them off and get them in the mail and say some prayers.
Today was a little better for me.
I got lots of sweet pictures and posts from people who have either received etsy items from me or have gotten birthday cards for their angels.
I cried happy tears when I read that one momma received the first ever birthday card for her sweet baby in heaven, and this month her daughter would be 4.
That is huge!!!
I am so happy Elijah and I could help her remember her little girl 💌
All of those little things, people just letting me know they care...they are huge for me. And I am so thankful for all of you who posted to my wall today.
Next month we are going to hold a soft opening of our studio and I am really hoping to get some art supplies donated before this happens...so sometime next week I will be heading out and asking for donations from different places. It is scary...but who knows what can happen...
Anyways know that even when I really feel like giving up, I haven't...And I won't. Elijah is too important to me and I made him my promise. This art therapy studio is just the beginning....we are going to change the world.
Just keep praying for us. Pray for The Love, Elijah Project and always Pray for my Elijah.
Hi sweet boy. Hi my little sunflower. I miss you so much. Of course I always will. On the hard days just know it is never your fault. Never ever your fault. You are my strength. You are my son. You are my love. And I am doing everything I can to honor that.
I love and miss you so much my boogie. Shine down on us <3
Welcome to my blog. It's a bit of a mess. I'm a bit of a mess. It used to be about just kindness. Now it is about finding strength in the darkest places. Discovering love through grief. Traveling this beautiful world. And continuing to practice kindness all because of a little boy I love and miss very much. I hope you find inspiration in all my ramblings. #loveelijah
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