460: imaginary world

It is 9:53pm.

Today was a super busy day. I mean I don't think I have slowed down since 9am.

From a reading of my book "Eli The Crawfish in The Night That The Lights Went Out in Natchitoches" at the library this morning, all the way to my It Works! Wrap Party at Zumba tonight--I am feeling really blessed right now.

I hope Elijah is proud.

I just finished another page in my novel I am writing.

The other day I challenged myself to write one page a day until I am finished.

And I have to stick to that one page, whether it is good or bad lol. And I am sure there will be some pretty bad ones that will come out.

But it a small relief to have this imaginary world where I can tell a story about an Elijah and his mom who get to bend all the rules of Heaven and Earth.

I know he is near, he sends me signs constantly, but I still miss him so much.

Time to get some rest. Tomorrow I need to clean this house, and probably wrap the few presents we do have and put them under the tree.

Thank you for all the prayers and love for our loved ones over these last few days, I am asking that you please keep them up if you don't mind.

And as always, please continue to pray for our world. Pray for my family. Pray for me. And always always always pray for my sweet Elijah.

Good night.

I wish I could write you back to life.

I wish I could write you into my arms.

I wish I could just hold you.

I love and miss you so much.

<3