You guys, I did a weigh in today and I lost 2 or 3 pounds this week! And not only that, but for the first time in a while my anxiety has been under control, and I feel really good.
I am able to focus when writing my page a day on my novel and I have a healthier level of confidence.
I wish I had made some of these changes sooner, but it is also important to remember that a lot of what I have gone through is pretty "normal" considering all that has happened in these past few years.
But now that I am starting to feel better, I feel like maybe I will get to a point soon where I can commit this energy back into bigger things and really dig my claws into changing the world for Elijah.
And don't let all this good energy fool you--I still miss him like crazy and I still tear up at every sappy Christmas song on the radio.
It is just good to feel good again.
Please keep praying for those I have been asking prayers for.
And of course, please pray for our world. Pray for my family. Pray for me. And always always pray for my sweet Elijah.
Thank you.
Hi sweet boy.
I hope you can see Julien's minecraft heart and sunflowers he made for you.
They are so cool and so sweet.
You are so loved.
We love and miss you bunches!!!!
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