468: Holidays

It is 9:52pm.

I could go the rest of my life getting nothing for Christmas as long as my children are happy during the holidays.

Today was another beautiful day that I am so thankful for.

The kids got to play in the "snow," go to the top of a mountain and smile ear to ear as they met Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer.

We are so blessed to have family that loves us, and who spoil our children ;)

However as Christmas gets closer everyday, my heart and my head both notice Elijah's absence more than ever, and I miss him so much.

I wish I knew what he would look like.

I wish I knew if he would have been scared of Rudolph or laughed along side his brothers.

I wish I could get to see his tiny little hands rip open boxes Christmas day.

Please pray for us as the holidays have become a very bittersweet time of the year.

I am tired and going to get some rest. Tomorrow I need to finish Christmas shopping and take care of a few other things.

This trip is staring to catch up with me lol. But I still haven't touched one Dr. Pepper!

Alright guys, please keep praying for our world. Pray for my family. Pray for me. And always always pray for my sweet Elijah.

Thank you.

Hi sweet boy.

What would you want for Christmas?
What would be your favorite treat?

Your brothers are getting in trouble,

would you be a bad boy too?

I love and miss you so much.