569: Make A Difference Monday Has Now Been Moved to Tuesday...

It is 10:55pm.

I have to learn to start making and uploading my youtube videos earlier in the day....

It looks like my Make a Difference Monday video will be done uploading in over an hour.
So Make a Difference Monday has now been moved to Tuesday ;)

But here is yesterday's youtube video for those of you who missed it:

And for those of you freaking out about the "leak" in the school bus, yesterday it stormed ALL day and all we got was about 10 drops in a bucket...so it is still livable and it will be an easy fix. 

We are all groovy.

Yesterday I read an article that asked some pretty strange questions that were supposed to help you find your "purpose" in life...and to be honest, the wheels in my head have been turning all day.

I struggle quite frequently with this... not so much purpose I guess as direction.

Kindness and my children are obviously my passions in life, along with traveling. And I think I am headed in the right direction...but half the time I don't know.

Anyways in this article I read this quote, and I think it really what got me thinking:

 "What most people don’t understand is that passion is the result of action, not the cause of it."

This quote is so true you guys! That is why it is so important to take those big risks and fail. To go on the big trips and to try the new things. While you are out there doing things, that is when you will find your purpose in life.

So now my big question is, how do I get back out there?

How do I get the wheel on this school bus fixed (it is separated from the rim), and get it out on the road?

How do I change the world if I am stranded here in my dad's backyard while cleaning toilets? lol.

I need to get back out there!!!!

AGHHHH.

I'm going crazy being still. lol. I think God put something wild and crazy in me for a reason, and I need to get out there and share it with the world.

But for tonight, I guess I will just have to dream my way there while sleeping on my pillow...

Good night guys. I will share my "make a difference monday" video with you all tomorrow...

I love you all.

Please keep praying for our world. Pray for our country. Pray for my family. Pray for me. Pray for you! And always always pray for my sweet Elijah.

Thank you.

I love you sweet boy.

I love you I love you I love you

I love you.

Miss you so much.

Always.

<3