595: Debating about Tomorrow

It is 10:28pm.

I am debating right now what to do about tomorrow.

Tomorrow is the first Farmer's Market of the season--but it is also supposed to storm.

As of right now, I only have 5 candles and 4 School Bus Angels to sell and there is a 50% chance of thunderstorms before 9am.

I have no tent.

I just feel totally unprepared and I am totally letting myself freak out too much over this.

Maybe it would be best to wait for next week and be more prepared. I would have more to sell (I hope), and a better set up too.

But, I could also use the extra money (if I managed to sell anything in the rain), and I hate to not show up the first market, when they are planning on holding this event even if it is raining.

HOWEVER,  I also have to remember that I am doing this for me, and I have to pay $15 to be out there...and I lose that $15 if it is storming and no one shows up.

So, I guess we will see. I will check the weather in the morning and make my decision then.

Until then, I really should let it go.

Today was a beautiful day of crafting, playing at the playground with the kids, and enjoying the windy weather.

Tomorrow will be beautiful no matter what choice I make, and I will choose to enjoy it either way.

But for now, I think I really need a shower and perhaps some rest.

Good night everyone. I love you all.

Please keep praying for our world. Pray for our country. Pray for my family. Pray for me. Pray for you! And always always pray for my sweet Elijah.

Thank you.

I heard your song today.

It always seems to come on when I need it most,

like you know I need it.

I love and miss you so much.

Always. 

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