Today I brought Gabriel back to the ER because he was showing signs of what might be a concussion.
Luckily, his cognitive responses were all perfect so the doctor thinks that it isn't a concussion but possibly trauma from falling and knocking his teeth loose the other day. Trauma could cause exhaustion and vomiting too.
And of course, now that we have gone through all of that, he is acting pretty much like him usual self--just a little groggy.
But it always better to be safe then sorry.
As for me, I am extremely exhausted today and being stupidly hard on myself about not knowing what direction to take right now.
I was really counting on my Harry Potter camp to take flight this summer-- but the location I was working with fell through and now it is too late to try and throw anything together.
My cell phone is busted, so it is hard to make YouTube videos right now.
And I'm pretty sure that Alex and I are going to have to take another direction at the farmer's market because my candles aren't going to hold up in the hot summer sun.
I don't know what else to do...
Maybe books. Maybe I just need to stick with books....but the shipping is so expensive and I don't have the money saved up to order in bulk like I really need to.
I'm not trying to have a pity party--I promise you. I am just talking myself through the disappointment.
It is frustrating to think over and over again that you have a great idea and then see that great idea turn into not such a great idea.
But that doesn't mean I have given up.
It just means I have to go back to the drawing board again.
But for tonight, I think I am going to go shower and go to bed early.
Thanks always for reading! Sending you lots of love.
Please keep praying for our world. Pray for our country. Pray for my family. Pray for me. Pray for you! And always always pray for my sweet Elijah.
Thank you
HI my sweet boy.
I love and miss you dearly.
I will not fail you.
I will pull myself out of this funk,
and I will change the world for you.
I promise.
<3
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