Tuesday, February 13, 2018

887: Doubt

It is 1:15am.

I am waiting on files to combine into a single pdf so that I can send the "second draft" of my book off to a few people I am working with. Some of which I just sent the first lol.

I can feel the worry and doubt start to settle in. Writing and illustrating the book is one thing...releasing it to the entire world is a whole other adventure, one that can be scary sometimes.

Hopefully the people I am working with will be honest but kind, and will guide me to where I need to go to be successful.

I think lack of sleep and an aching neck probably have something to do with my crummy mood too.

I am going to just let it go, surrender to what is, and have faith that it really isn't as bad as I think it is right now lol.

I can do this.

I will do this.

For Elijah.



Send me love sweet boy.
I love and miss you so much,
and I just want to make you proud.
Always.
<3 

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