907: Holy Cow

It is 12:10am

Holy Cow. Where does the time go?

Today I spent a good bit of the day "defunking," spending time with my family, and painting rocks.

I am on a journey to love myself more, but am feeling blocked.

I have been praying a lot lately and surrendering, asking for help from others and trying to forgive myself for things I have done in the past that I am not so proud of.

I know Elijah is near, and I feel the connection. I feel peace with him.

Now I just need to figure out what it is that I need to help me get past these blocks I have created deep within myself so I can push forward and make my dreams reality.

Tomorrow I will be going out into the community to ask for sponsors for my book and the trip to BookCon. Whatever sponsors we can get, we will apply that money to our kickstarter campaign.

This is terrifying for me, but I have to convince myself that my art and my books are worth--and Elijah's story is worth it too.

So send me lots of love, as I am always sending it to you guys.

Thank you thank you thank you.

Oh Elijah.

Well...you know.

Thank you.

I love you I love you I love you.

So much.

Always.

<3