I just did my Kickstarter live reading of Elijah's Smiles Change the World and I was a nervous wreck. I sped through the reading, I stumbled all over my words when explaining S.M.I.L.E.S. and then no one really joined me until I was already done talking lol. But it is done, and I am done worrying about it.
Tomorrow is the last day of my Kickstarter, and while I have never given up on my Kickstarter being funded--today I am letting it go.
Because I deserve peace instead of worry. I deserve joy instead of disappointment. And honestly I deserve more than $7000, and there are other ways to find the money it takes to make this work.
The money will find its way to me, the book will be succesfull, and we will bring the positive change to the world that I promised Elijah.
But right now, there are 6 kids at Granny's house and it is a beautiful sunny day--I'm going to enjoy my family and be happy.
Sending you all lots of love. Thank you so much to all of you who have had my back through this journey. You are my rockstars.
Oh sweet boy,
don't you ever think--
even for a moment--
that I have given up on my promise.
I will change the world for you,
because you deserve it.
I love and miss you so much.
Always.
<3
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