Wednesday, April 11, 2018

946: Headaches

It is 9:16pm.

I just got Julien to sleep. Bedtime was so much better tonight. We laughed and read, and there were no objections. No stress tonight. Thank you God!

This uplifting bedtime was much needed after a long day of stress and headaches...like literal headaches. I had a minor headache that turned into a major migraine this evening. I am feeling better now, but I am going to keep this blog short because I need to rest so that I can feel better in the morning.

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Anyone who preorders will get a special "Elijah Smile" from my family, thanking you for your love and support.

Sending you guys all lots of love. Go change the world! Do it for Elijah.

Thank you!


I read today about a girl who went and saw her psychologist.
It had been one year since she had lost her baby and the psychologist told her
she shouldn't be depressed anymore. 
This hurt me on so many levels.
People who are supposed to people with grief
don't seem to always understand the depth of it.
As if there is an actual timeline...
this is something that 2 1/2 years still haunts me every single day.
And I will still be on this healing journey until I am with Elijah again.

Oh sweet boy.
I love and miss you so much.
Always.
<3 


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