Tuesday, May 1, 2018

965: Crash Course

It is 10:03pm

I am proud to say that my "Crash Course in Self Publishing" presentation at The Louisiana School went really well. I had handouts and a "slide show" ready all with just a few days notice. I am proud of myself.

But this afternoon I have just been in a funk. I don't know why exactly. Just feeling stuck. Feeling the blahs. Feeling angry and emotional. Missing Elijah. Feeling like I am not moving forward at all. I don't like feeling these things, but sometimes it happens.

Tomorrow Levi goes back to Shreveport and back to work. The swelling in his face has gone down and he needs to work so we can pay bills and his dental bills. He still has a lot of work to be done.

Maybe that is part of the blahs, but it is what it is right now, and I can do is surrender it and work on myself and moving us towards better things.

I am going to get ready for bed. We have to get up early tomorrow. Send lots of love my way! I am sending what I got yours. I love you all.

Go change the world for Elijah!

Thank you.


Oh sweet boy.
Send me some love. 
I miss you more and more every day.
Always.
<3 

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