989: Banana Pudding

It is 9:55pm.

I made banana pudding today.

I made banana pudding just a few days before Elijah was born.

I can't believe it has been 3 years since he was dancing in my belly, waiting to say hello to the world.

I love and miss him so much.

Tonight, be thankful for the little things.

Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.

Thank you.

I am so lucky to be your mom.

And if I had the choice to do it all over again,

I would relive every single second of it--

if it meant I got to hold you once more.

I love and miss you so so much Elijah.

Always.

<3