We are out of the hospital!!!! Well, I guess I should say Levi is out of the hospital lol. And I am so happy he is back to good health. It also feels good to know that I might actually be able to sleep tonight lol. Anyone that says that a hospital stay is good for resting is lying. I will happy to sleep tonight without any interruptions.
Tomorrow is the start of day camp for Julien and Gabriel. They are excited, but I am a little terrified. Gabriel has severe anxiety and some sensory issues, and has never been to something like this. I don't know how we will handle it. I don't know if it is going to be really great for him, or really terrifying for him. So please send lots of love. And please pray for accommodating and compassionate camp leaders--sometimes Gabriel can be depressive and hard to handle. I hope that I am just worrying over nothing, and that everything goes smoothly, but right now Julien and Gabriel are both so anxious and excited that they are acting out and sometimes that is quite hard for me. But I can't let stuff like that stop them from having a fun summer. I truly hope that camp is the kind of positive escape and energy outlet they need.
This coming week I am also going to have lots of quiet "free" time, so I will be working on emailing schools, and making some other resources for Elijah Smiles and some other personal projects I have. I pray that I make the best of my time, but also take some time to rest and enjoy myself. Sometime to myself might be good for personal development.
Alright, I need to dig around and find towels and swimsuits and pack bags for camp. Again, please send love that this is all a success and the boys have fun tomorrow. I truly appreciate your love and support.
Now, go change the world for Elijah ;)
Thank you!
Oh sweet Elijah.
Please shine down on Julien and Gabriel tomorrow.
Guide them in love and light.
Calm them when they are anxious,
and let them know you are near.
I love and miss you so much.
We all do.
Always.
<3

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