Monday, August 20, 2018

1074: Smirk

It is 11:35pm.

I have a lot on my plate right now, but if I do it all right, everything will turn out wonderful. So wish me luck and love lol. I kind of need it.

Right now, it's bed time. Tomorrow I have a fence to work on and a room to start cleaning out and convert into an office. Big things happening (I hope lol).

Sending you guys all lots of love. Have a beautiful night.

Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.

Thank you.


This is probably one of my favorite pictures of you.
Of course I love them all,
but look at that smirk! It is so perfect.
I remember running to show your dad this picture because 
I loved it so much.
It was my screen saver on my phone.
The day before you passed away a coworker of mine saw it 
and mentioned how big and bright your eyes were.
That same day I lost a diamond on my wedding ring,
where there were  6 small diamonds, now there were only 5.
In our family, there were 6 of us here, now there are only 5.
I don't know that I will ever get that diamond replaced.
I love and miss you so much Elijah.
Always.
<3 


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