Friday, August 31, 2018

1085: Medicine

It is 10:38pm.

The medicine I am taking is helping my throat feel much better, but I am still exhausted and feeling kind of gross.

Levi is home for the weekend to help with the kids. It is always nice to have him home.

Sending you guys some love. I'm going to go get some rest.

Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.

Thank you.



Tomorrow is September 1st.
I really wish we could just skip the whole month.
It's not that I don't want to honor you.
It just feels like another year wasted.
It is another year where I haven't been victorious in any of the ways 
I wanted to change the world for you.
Also, this grief thing seems to be getting harder and harder.
Heavier and heavier.
I am growing number and number.
I just feel stuck.
I miss you so much Elijah.
I love you more.
Always.
<3

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