It is September 1st. I can't tell you how many "Hello September!" or "Welcome September" posts I have seen on Facebook today, and all I can really think is how much I wish we could just skip this month. In 9 days, it will be 3 years since I've held Elijah. I feel so far from him. I also feel so far where I expected to be at this point.
I don't have a clue what we are doing on the 10th. If I had my choice, we would be tossing sunflowers into Niagara Falls or some other really impressive waterfall, or we would be at the beach watching fireworks, or even better, we would not even have this problem because we would be just snuggling our little boy.
I don't know.
I guess whatever happens happens. I am trying to stay positive. It's just not my favorite month.
Sending you all lots of love.
Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.
Thank you.
"Here comes the rain again, falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again, becoming who we are."
I miss you Elijah.
This just sucks so much.
I don't know what else to say.
I'm sorry.
I love you.
Always.
<3
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