I finished a painting of a cactus today. I kind of love it, but I kind of hope someone else loves it too because I'd really like to sell it lol. So if you'd like a beautiful photo of a random cactus in Sedona (title pending lol), message me and make me your best offer ;)
I can send better pictures if you are seriously interested.
I have one more canvas and I have been thinking about painting all the places I want to visit in the world. That way, even if I never get to go, I will least experience a connection with them on canvas.
What I would really love is to charge how much the trip costs as the price for the painting, but I have to really pump up my self esteem in order to believe my work is worth that much. Here is to dreaming big. We all know I'm good at that lol.
I'm feeling better today. I went to see a new therapist this morning and I felt really comfortable speaking with her. I am going to go weekly, and I am really looking forward to having someone to talk to--ya know, that actually wants to hear about all my problems.
Life has changed a lot for me over the last few years since Elijah passed away. I don't know if people realized that I didn't just loose him, I lost a lot of me too. And it has been kind of a slow snowball effect in action ever since.
At least with the paintings, I get to create the world I want to see.
Sending you all lots of love.
Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.
Thank you.
I thought about getting a new tattoo today--
for your "death anniversary."
Just a small sunflower, maybe by your name on my wrist.
I don't have the money right now,
but if I did...
Just know that I love you more than all the seed on a sunflower.
You are my sunshine sweet boy.
Always.
<3
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