I finished another painting today.
Sunflowers in Maui.
I like it, but I still feel like my paintings resemble the art work of a very talented third grader lol. But hey, I posses a lot of child like qualities, so I am just going to say it is my "style." Plus, I am new to this. I need to give myself some grace I guess...
I don't think we are going to make it to Florida for Elijah's anniversary. I am okay with it I guess-as ok as I can be.
I am still trying to find something close to us that is memorable, but Levi is probably not going to get to work this weekend because of rain and I have yet to earn the money I was hoping to earn, so our budget is going to be pretty tight. But I still have tonight and tomorrow for a miracle to happen. So we shall see.
I need to get some more canvases to paint. It has really helped ease my anxieties around all of this. Now I have too much time to obsess over it lol. I just wish I could avoid this day all together somehow, but I know it is important to honor Elijah.
My heart hurts. I just miss him so much.
Anyways, I am sending love to all of you guys.
Go change the world. Do it for Elijah.
Thank you.
I wish I could do it all for you.
I wish that I could make people see.
I wish I had answers.
But mostly I wish you were here with me.
I love and miss you so so much my boogie.
Always.
<3
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