Friday, October 19, 2018

1134: Mourning Dove

It is 9:45pm.

Nerve pain is returning to my shoulders and arm. It really stinks, because outside of medicine, there is very little that makes me feel better. And I went to get my prescription refilled the other day, but the prescription was no longer available, so now I need to make a doctor's appointment. Good news? I am now officially less than one year away from seeing a neurologist lol. Ohhh... I just need to bite the bullet and make a chiropractor appointment and see if it helps. Maybe next week when I bring Levi to work I will go...

Blah...

Other than the nerve pain, today was a pretty good day. I went for my walk..it wasn't an hour, but I did it. I also did 100 crunches! So yay me.

Levi rescued a dove, and it was super adorable. It is now with a wildlife rehabilitation place in Shreveport and will hopefully be released in a few days.

He/She/It was a mourning dove.

I started some ads on my new Eli the Crawfish book today, which is kind of exciting, but also kind of scary lol. I won't really know how the ad is going until it has ran for like a week, but I have the ads running until December, so I am hoping they bring in interests. I'm sure they will.

My goal is to sell at least 10,000 books lol.

1,500 books will pay for a trip to hawaii for the whole family
600 more books will pay for a trip for me and Levi to go to Peru
And the rest would allow us to live comfortably and possibly rent a house with a big yard for the next year...

ANDDDDD if I sell 20,000 books, we could just buy a house with a big yard ;)

A girl can dream. (This girl can also achieve her dreams and is totally hell bent on doing it.)

Anything is possible.

Alright time to get ready for bed. Tomorrow I need to go grocery shopping and then the kids have trunk or treating and I'm tired already from thinking about all of this. lol.

Sending you all lots of love. I hope one of you bought the winning lottery thingy tonight. If you did, do something extravagantly kind in memory of Elijah please <3

Have a beautiful night and go change the world. Do it for Elijah.

Thank you.



It may sound silly,
but while we were waiting for your dad to get off work
I talked to the dove.
I asked if he knew you.
Dove's are symbols of peace and love,
but they are also symbols brought from the people in heaven that we love.
The other day I had a dream about my grandmother 
and she told me I reminded her of Athena,
I looked up Athena and one of her symbols was an olive branch.
When I think of doves, I always think of them carrying an olive branch.
Today I got the "good news" I was hoping for. 
Maybe this is all tied together some how.
But the dove, it seem to come closer and listen when I asked about you.
I like to think you were listening too.
I love and miss you so much
Always.
<3 



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